You are the Sun~Eli&Brad

[Xander Leo Connolley]

It was all a lot for him to take in when the boy took his hand and admitted more to him. Xander looked down at their hands for a long moment listening to Brad ask about movies and chinese and video games. Xander nodded and soon enough was being dragged out of the music room with this boy. He didn't mind it at all really as he squeezed Brad's hand. When they reached the parking lot, Xander pulled him toward his car and opened the passenger side door for him before he got in on the driver side. He started the car and pulled out,"So which way am I going?"he asked and he listened to Brad's directions and soon enough they pulled into the boy's driveway. Xander got out again and opened the door for Bradley following the boy up to the house and inside. He followed Brad to the living room and sat down pulling the boy down to sit with him,"So what are we gonna do? Watch a movie? Play video games? Whatever you want to do we'll do it, I want to do things you want to do" he said hoping to at least for the moment be able to make things about Brad, he figured Bradley didn't get that much, Kaleb probably was the type of boy to always do what he wanted from how Bradley made him sound.

[Bradley McCall]

Bradley walked with Xander to his car and he got in buckling his seat belt. Safety first right? Brad said as he reached over and took Xander's free hand. "Umm well you go to your third set of lights and take your first right, and my house will be the big brown one with the pretty pumpkins on the stairs." Brad directed, he couldn't believe this was happening he was still in a good amount of shock yet it wasn't like it didn't feel needed at the same time. When they arrive and Xander opened the door for him he smiled. "Thanks." Brad said getting out and he walked with the boy to his front door inserting the key. Brad walking in and looked around. "Anyone home?" He asked, unsure if he saw a car in the drive way. Brad shrugged and walked into the living room. When Xander spoke he smirked, he looked down for a moment he wasn't used to his feelings or wants being recognized. In all honesty he felt weird and he nodded standing up. "We can play some video games, and then watch a movie while we eat. Then bake some cookies." Brad said taking Xander's hand and he lead him up two flights of stairs to his room. The door was closed and he thought for a moment about how he left his room, it was always spotless he just was unsure if Xander would think he was a total nerd. "Prepare yourself, I know I am..." Brad said opening his door he entered his room pink tinting his cheeks. Around were comic book collections, staw wars and Lost posters. Comic book figurines, action figures, actual gaming chairs and his large flat screen t.v. Brad smiled and looked to Xander giving him a brief tour. "We'll my bathroom is right there, gaming councils, every musical ever created on dvd." Brad said pointing around, his acting awards were placed on his wall. Brad looked at his bed then to Xander. "This is where the magic happens...Kidding I'm a virgin." Brad teased with a wink and his smile faded and he looked around and his jaw dropped. "I bet you couldn't have guessed that from well...my room." Brad said referring to his room, he looked down for a moment then laughed he always feared being the kid that lived with his mother still going to Magic the Gathering tournaments. Brad walked over sitting on his bed looking at Xander. He wasn't sure what he wanted to do right away so he laid back looking at the ceiling. "Come talk to me?" Brad asked, he chewed the inside of his cheek for a moment. "I want to know what you want us to be." Brad said looking up petting the spot beside him waiting for Xander to lay down.

[Xander Leo Connolley]

He followed Brad and when they entered the boy's room a smile spread across his lips and a soft chuckle escaped his mouth,"It's great actually, I like it," he said walking around the room looking at the collectable items and taking it in, it showed dedication to liking something which Xander couldn't argue with, his room had a wall of guitars, a corner with a drumset in it and he had a second room with just a grand piano in it so he knew what it was like to really like something. He grinned,"You'll have to come to my house some time, I'll show you the things I like" he said before sitting with Brad on the bed and lying back. He too stared up at the ceiling but at the other boy's words he glanced over at Brad,"You have a boyfriend Brad..." he said softly,"And though I highly disagree with that relationship and how he treats you, I'm not going to let you be with me behind his back or something...I would like to be so much to you but that's not up to me" he said in all honesty putting his heart out on his sleeve.

[Bradley McCall]

Brad was glad Xander liked his room, he spent a lot of time fixing it to his liking. Brad listened and nodded. "Sure, whenever you'd like." Brad said agreeing to come over to Xander's "I'd like to see what your room looked like, I believe you can learn a lot about someone by looking at their room." Brad nodded agreeing with himself. When Xander joined him he listened and rolled his eyes, he knew he had a boyfriend why was this always in the way. "I may have a boyfriend, yet I don't feel like I do." Brad admitted biting his bottom lip he listened more and then rolled on his side looking at Xander. The way the boy put it seemed as if he wasn't in a relationship they would be more and he thought long and hard an awkward silence falling upon the two. "If..I were to leave him... not for you. For me, for the right reasons would you want me?" Brad asked he honestly wanted to know he closed his eyes for a moment, he wasn't a cheater Kaleb needed to know the truth about what was going on between he and Xander and he'd let him down easy. "I...just can't be alone. I can't do it." Brad said he rolled back on his back, he wasn't sure why people boasted about single swag or ridin solo what ever those modern terms meant he didn't like the feeling of not being loved. Why didn't Xander mind being single, was there something he didn't know? "I don't know how you do it." Bradley admitted, it was a weakness of his the fear of being alone, but something told him with friendship he'd never be alone. "I'm sorry just forget I asked." Brad said changing the subject, he was caught in the moment and now the only thing he was feeling was foolish and confused. "We can play video games or do something else now." Brad said going over looking at all his games, he came across the real Romeo and Juliet movie and held it up showing Xander while his back was still to the boy. He wasn't quite sure what he was doing as looked down at his knees lost.