Talk About Issues~DREW

[Drew Torres]

Drew found himself shifting on the floor and he got up going into his closet one more time grabbing the feather down blanket he needed to provide padding. He placed it down and now it was much better, he listened to Adam speak and he yawned closing his eyes. He knew Adam wanted him happy, he just didn't know now, maybe he needed to act more impulsively to find his own happiness maybe he'd start all that tomorrow. "I know you do, and I'm sorry the way I'm acting effects you, and my friend and her and her friends, it will be effecting Katie soon enough and that will be war of the worlds fuck world war 3." Drew said licking his lips a bit. Then he heard his mother, and he'd sleep on the fact that he'd have to make up some excuse for why Adam had the black eye, even if he had to say they were wrestling around and he did it by accident. He had grown quite accustom to to lying to his mother even since he started dating Bianca. Drew sighed at the thought and listened to Adam. "Yeah, you can ask me anything Adam." Drew responded, he just didn't know what else there was to ask but he'd find out soon enough, he was having honest time and he wouldn't let anything interfere with this, his anger was at ease for now.

[adam]

He thought for a moment as he kept his eyes closed and he shifted on his side and adjusted the vegetables to his comfort level and he wondered about many things and he wasn't quite sure on how to ask things. "Well... I dunno really I just think that maybe I shouldn't really try to go after girls so much anymore... let em come to me but at the same time is that dumb? I mean cus if I wait and they find out I'm built like a girl or they like me because they think I'm some kind of lesbian then I'd be screwed... I just nevermind, its stupid I don't know why I'm even talking about this..."

[/color] he muttered and now he rolled over so his back was to the side of the floor Drew was sleeping on and he pulled the blanket up abit more on himself,"I just wish it wasn't so hard to find someone who liked me for me..."[/color] he said as he sighed and he took in a few deep breathes wincing at pains in his ribs that he ignored,"Sometimes I wish I had it more like you, where at least you have girls fighting over you for exactly who you are....at least they wanna be with you for you, I don't get to experience that..at least I haven't really yet and just sometimes I think you have it abit easier, I envy you for that,"[/color] he was honest but he didn't mean it to offend Drew either and he hoped his brother could understand that.[/center]

[Drew Torres]

Drew thought for a moment on how to answer what Adam was asking him, and it wasn't really something he could answer from experience. Drew puckered his lips a little and opened his eyes looking up at Adam and licked his lips before he spoke. "Adam, it's not really something you go looking for, and it's not something you can just avoid either, girls are going to love you, hate you, use you, play with your emotions, that's what they do. They equal out the balance of men and have to be a challenge, if love were easy it would be handed out and if your smart you wouldn't want two girls fighting over you." Drew said looking up at his little brother as he reached up taking Adam's hand tracing shape on the back of it looking at Adam's little hand and he smile and a sense of protection crossed his chest. "You know, I didn't always have it this easy, I wasn't always the man I am now, remember I couldn't fight and a lot of girls didn't like that. I was scrawny and pretty much a pretty boy, I made myself who I wanted to be, and you have too, I've seen you change so much, and you've come a long way and love isn't anything unless it's accepting on all ends. You envy me? For what being a cheater, and a lair? I envy you for being honest, and I know you'd be faithful and be perfect and your going to make a girl really happy one day." Drew said squeezing Adam's hand a little tighter before letting go and putting his hand between his thighs , because he didn't like the discomfort of them rubbing against one another. Drew hopped Adam liked his advice and it put his question at ease.

[adam]

He was drifting in and out abit but he heard Drew and he felt Drew take his hand and he allowed his brother to soothingly trace shapes on it while he spoke. He mulled everything over in his head, but it just wasn't as easy as just not trying to look for love, Adam always seemed to try to look for love somewhere and he just never got it right it seemed or he mistook care for love. When Drew let go of his hand, Adam got as comfortable as he could and he held his pillow abit,"Whatever you say Love Guru...now lets get some sleep we have a big day ahead of us of lying to mom and you trying to identify which kids beat me up tonight,"

[/color] he said nonchalantly that was the only way Adam knew how to handle things was to take the seriousness and turn it into lightheartedness. He envied Drew and Drew envied him and well it was what it was. He kept his hand hanging off the side of the bed in case Drew wanted it during the night and he breathed in a few times,"I love you bro, and we'll get through everything, I know we will,"[/color] he assurred as he finally drifted into a sleep and he snored softly into Drew's pillow.[/center]

[Drew Torres]

Drew listened to Adam and he shook his head a little and laughed a little in his sleep drooling a little on his pillow. He sucked hard and looked up at Adam, and then he knew everything was going to be okay. Adam had such a positive view on things, and he'd try to help Adam in the love department but only with his best judgment, his little brother didn't need to be getting hurt. "We will, I'll tell mom I was wrestling with you, and took it a bit too far hit you by accident and that will be the end of that. And those dude are going to get it just got to catch them not on school property or in the bathroom." Drew said he couldn't risk getting suspended from school not in his senior year. Drew closed his eyes and smiled at Adam's words. "I love you too baby bro, and we will get through everything even if we have to take baby steps, just maintain composure, and just live we can survive we've been through worst." Drew said, but love was what got them both into their hard ship in the past, any who he didn't care to think anymore he closed his eyes praying he wouldn't have nightmares, and when he got the chills he reached up and took Adam's hand in his and was soothed, he felt safe and now he drifted off into a deep sleep, snoring a bit, drooling all over his pillow, in a state of happiness and serenity.