All Falls Down(Bianca)

[Bianca DeSousa]

She giggled abit as she watched his attempts of texting and then saw his frustration and she listened to him talk to Dave as she watched the movie now but it didn't take long for her legs to be seperated and her to now be on her back looking up at Drew. She smiled at his questioning but she was sure he knew what she meant as he nibbled on her neck and he touched her side and his touch made her purr as her eyes rolled slightly into the back of her head, it had been a little while since he had touched her like this and she had missed it. When he brought his lips to hers she kissed him back and she ran one hand under his shirt allowing her fingertips to carress his chest before she just pulled his shirt over his head and to the floor. She let her other hand graze across his back with her nails and when she pulled away from the kiss she looked up into his eyes and she couldn't help herself anymore as she shifted and used the strength she had to push him over and she crawled ontop of him as she kissed him again tonguing him down as she allowed her hands to claw down his sides abit and she then toyed with the hem of his jeans as she pulled away from the kiss and looked down into his eyes as she bit her bottom lip and her hair was in her face. She kissed along his neck now and paid no mind to the fact the front door had opened she was caught in ecstasy and she was not going to stop.

[Brandon Delvecchio]

Brandon had spent his whole day just making money, he was excited as he played his bucket set for the crowds of dancing people. He loved how excited the little kids got too, just jumping around with out a care in the world. True happiness. Street entertainment wasn't just for money, it was also a hobbies, that he took out a lot of aggression on. Brandon played this his wrists throbbed. Then he placed his sticks down and removed his shirt, working up a sweat on the warm night. Brandon went into his bag and grabbed his medical tape wrapping both his wrists. He was always cautious about being s drummer, they after had splintering and hairline injuries. Brandon gathered up his money and made his way back to Bianca's. They had been come quite good friends, but he couldn't just stay there, so he'd make some kind of deal, he'd put some food in the fridge or put some liquor in the cabinet for even night he did stay. On his way he grabbed an older looking guy and asked him to grab him a bottle out the store in return he'd give him 5 bucks. Brandon waited looking at she cute girls walking across the street. Hellooo.[/i[ Brandon thought, but he was pretty sure they were too out his his league to talk to him. Brandon handed off the money to the man and walked to Bianca's with his decently expensive bottle of vodka, he loved cuddling with Bianca, he didn't have to watch his back as he did on the streets. Brandon sighed as he reached under the door mat pulling out the key she had placed there for him. He slid the key in the hole and listened to the t.v. Brandon walked into the living room and his jaw dropped. He put his hand on his hip and cleared his throat. "Weeell then!" Brandon said being ignored he didn't know what to do, they seemed to be...Well something was going down and he wasn't a fan of watching it unless it was something kinky on the computer. Brandon walked into the kitchen and opened the bottle taking a large sip, he chewed the inside of his cheek for a moment. "I'll just be in here, you know...just...minding my business." Brandon said kind loud taking another drink, rocking his feet that dangled from the chair.

[Bianca DeSousa]

The familiar voice and she was just relieved it wasn't her Aunt getting home early or something. But she did glance up for a brief moment and waved at Brandon as he went into the kitchen. She sighed as she sat up on Drew now and looked down at him,"Don't leave... you don't have to leave, I'm just helping him out for abit while my Aunt is out of town, he's a cool kid, we can all three hang out,"

[/color]she didn't want Drew to feel uncomfortable or feel like he had to leave because of the interruption, but she also wasn't just going to kick Brandon out either. She looked down into Drew's eyes as she brushed her fingertips along the side of his cheek for a moment and then she crawled off of him and scooted to the corner of the couch where she pulled her legs up and sat cross legged glancing to the tv,"Or if you feel the need to go I'll understand that too, seeing as you do have someone else that isn't me to try and be faithful to...maybe we picked a bad time Drew, I've told you before, I refuse to be your second choice,"[/color] she couldn't believe she was saying all of this again, pushing him away again as she got to her feet and she walked over to the door where he had dropped his backpack earlier and she picked it up and walked over to him putting it in his lap,"Maybe when she's out of rehab and you actually break up with her this will find a way of working itself out...but I'm not going to be the boyfriend stealer as much as I would like to be right now..."[/color] she said as she looked down at her feet and rubbed the back of her neck with one of her hands,"I'm sorry"[/color] was the only thing she could manage now.[/center]

[Drew Torres]

Drew jumped hearing the sound of another mail, but it wasn't a thug voice, but it was accented, he looked past Bianca to see the smaller boy and he hiccuped to himself. When she spoke, he cocked his head, what a mood swing. Drew, needed to realize himself what he was doing and not judge Bianca for not wanting to be Katie's second. "You were just fine..." Drew said putting his thoughts to rest as he sat up getting on his shirt, and shoes. The world was spinning, and his gums were numb, but he could handle himself. Drew walked over to the door frame looking back at Bianca and he shook his head. She let him get drunk like this and then.. Drew narrowed his eyes, trying to clear up his foggy vision. He'd go home, get in trouble for being drunk no biggy. He held on to the wall and bent down tying his shoes. "Your right, I'll choose who I be faithful to when my Girlfriend gets out of rehab, she don't deserve this, and I will tell her, don't worry." Drew assured hiccuping and looking down at the ground for a moment. He walked to the door and let himself out grabbing his back pack that he left by the door. He was a little confused, and more frustrated then anything as he walked the streets from Bianca's neighbor hood. He kept looking behind him, making sure he was safe all the way home, and he went into his basement door to see his mother on the couch. Drew hiccuped and sat beside her moving close resting his head on his mother's shoulder. "I know, I know...grounded, just hold me." He said nuzzling a bit, wanting to be loved and cuddled in his drunk state. She seemed a bit pissed but with her next comment it shocked him. "No, your not grounded Drew, that hangover and getting up for school will be punishment enough." To his shock his mother said calmly, he was after all a senior, she was strict but she wasn't going to ground him over another poor decision that didn't effect him too badly. When his mother turned off the t.v he told her he wanted to stay down stairs for a bit and sober up and he laid on the couch with his head propped up on his hands and looked at the ceiling for a while. Just in thought about his day.

[Bianca DeSousa]

She watched sadly as he stumbled around and she could tell he was disoriented. She felt horrible, she had promised she would take care of him if he drank, how dumb could she be. When he left she slammed the front door and walked upstairs her feet pounding against them, she sighed as she headed to her room, there were still boxes here and there due to the fact her aunt had just bought this place a week ago so there was still unpacking to do but she shoved boxes aside and went into her closet rummaging through things as she stripped down and she grabbed a baggy hoodie and threw it over her head and pulled on a pair of pj shorts before she crawled into her bed. She knew Brandon had probably heard Drew leave and her storm upstairs so it wouldn't surprise her if he came up. She pulled the blankets over herself and dimmed her light as she grabbed her cellphone and looked through some pictures she still had locked in her phone of her and Drew. Part of her wanted to delete them...but she could never bring herself to. She scrolled down to Drew in her contacts and she was so tempted to call him but instead she sufficed with a text,"I promised I'd take care of you drunk...and I didn't I'm sorry, you can be mad at me if you want, I understand... sorry Drew"

[/b] she then put her cell on the endtable by her bed as she closed her eyes hearing footsteps coming up the stairs,"I'm in here,"[/color] she hollered letting Brandon know where she was.[/center]

[Brandon Delvecchio]

Drew had been in deep thought, he could hear Adam and his mother talking upstairs, but he ignored the little conversation he could hear. Adam brought him down some crackers and a glass of water and he took his gratefully. Drew sipped his water and he reached over after seeing and hearing his cell phone vibrate and he opened his text, the letters blurred together but he got the over all message. "Water under the bridge B, don't mention it."

[/b] Drew text as he started to eat some crackers in an attempt to not be hung over at school the next morning. Brandon held the bottle in his hand, he had the sudden urge to make sure Bianca was alright after hearing her run up stairs like that. He walked over to the house door locking it before walking cautiously up the stairs. Brandon swigged the bottle and sighed listening to her voice following it. "I'm sorry Bianca, I didn't realize he was coming over, or I would have stayed out later." Brandon said putting a little pout on his lip as he walked over sitting on the side of the bed. He kicked off his shoes and pulled her head on his lap and ran his fingers through her hair soothingly. Brandon felt a bit protective due to the way she was acting. "Bianca want to talk about it, I'm here I'll listen." Brandon vowed looking into her eyes.[/center]

[Bianca DeSousa]

She could hear her phone vibrate but she didn't reach for it as she turned her back to the endtable the phone was sitting on and when she felt pressure on the bed and her head being moved, she just kept her eyes closed allowing Brandon to play with her hair. She breathed in deeply as she listened to him apologize, it wasn't his fault, it was her own stupidity. "Don't be sorry... I didn't even know and it shouldn't have happened anyway," she muttered as she held onto her blanket abit tighter. She held up such a tough and headstrong persona to the rest of the world but in this bed when she felt miserable it was obvious. She sighed as she curled her knees up to her chest,"I'm miserable... yeah I'm doing good in school and Drew's mom acknowledges that and thats all great but I'm miserable without him.."

[/color] she muttered she hated other people seeing her like this, weak... but she couldn't just continue to bottle it all up inside forever. She opened her eyes and reached for the small trashcan she had by her bed and she leaned over the edge of the bed and tossed her cookies, the tequila hadn't done her justice and now she felt like hell. "Its ok though... he'll be fine with Katie when she gets out, he's always fine in the end...thats what matters I suppose," she muttered as she scowled at the smell of the puke and she got up walking to the bathroom and brushed her teeth putting the trashcan in the bathroom too before crawling back into bed and putting her head back in his lap.[/center]

[Brandon Delvecchio]

Brandon sipped the bottle and thought for a moment, it must have been hard to be involved with a love triangle that you were not the main part of. He watched Bianca hurl and it got he himself a little nauseous as he walked over to the window opening it, letting out the smell of puke. Brandon walked over to Bianca's dresser and grabbed a bottle of body spray and strayed at the air, shamelessly. He downed another sip of vodka and when she reentered the room, he walked back over to the bed sitting down. "You don't deserve to feel miserable Bianca, I mean what she got that you don't?" Brandon asked, some class president, she had a habit but so didn't Bill Clinton but that was different it was just pot. He heard the rumors about Katie Matlin, and he was proud he didn't vote for her last year. "I know what she got that you don't a habit!" Brandon said puffing out his chest as he hugged Bianca's head he was a little buzzed after all. "She ain't beautiful like you, and she ain't got half the soul and heart you got Bianca. She doesn't even got the grades you got since you've been doing good, and she been on lock down." Brandon assured his street mentality kicking in a bit as he spoke, trying to make his best friend feel better. He held her close and nuzzled her trying to make her feel better, he was boasting, if she couldn't see it for herself she was the dumass.

[Bianca DeSousa]

She listened to Brandon and she took it all in and he had a point, a set of very good points actually which somewhat surprised her though. She let him nuzzle on her as she thought long and hard for a moment and debated on her options. She chewed the inside of her cheek before she gently crawled out of bed again and she looked Brandon over before she walked over grabbing her cellphone and reading the text from Drew. She sighed and tossed the phone to Brandon,"You don't have a cell do you?"

[/color] she asked as she walked over to her closet now and began looking through her clothes as she stripped out of her pj shorts and the hoodie and she stood there looking through her clothes in her loungerie not really caring that Brandon could see. She grabbed a few choices and threw them on the bed as she looked down at the skirt, tight jean pants and the tops she picked out. She tilted her head and opted for the black mini skirt so she tossed the jeans aside and then she looked at the different tops and opted for a purple silky tanktop. She got dressed in them and she pulled on a pair of black knee high heeled boots before she looked at herself in the fullsize mirror and she made sure her hair was ok. She glanced over her shoulder at Brandon and she reached for the housephone and handed it to him as she took her cellphone back,"I'm gonna write down my number for you so if you leave call me and let me know, if anything happens and you need me, let me know too ok?"[/color] she said as she scribbled down her cell number on a piece of paper and handed it to him,"Theres pizza down stairs have at it, go nuts do whatever you want boo just clean up after yourself,"[/color] she said as she kissed his cheek and smiled,"Thanks for the motivational speech hun,"[/color] she said before she rushed downstairs and out the door on a mission to Drew's house. She knew it was about 10 at night at this point and she didn't exactly want to get him into more trouble but she saw the light on in his basement and she quietly made her way to the sliding door and she peeked in and knocked gently on the door hoping he would get up from the couch and open it for her.[/center]

[Drew Torres]

Brandon raised his eyebrow. "Of course I have a phone, I might be homeless, but I ain't no busta!" Brandon snapped crossing his arms over his chest raising his eyebrow. Brandon laid back on her bed and watched her strip down mumbling under his breath. Brandon looked at the ceiling and counted the squares and when she was done he noted where she placed her number and took another sip of liquor. "Don't mention it, and have fun.." Brandon shouted grabbing his phone and going online with it. 'No, phone, yeah I got a phone a nice one at that!' Brandon mumbled but she was long gone.

Drew laid on his couch he had stripped down into his boxers and muscle shirt by now. He had finished two glasses of water and he was still buzzed but feeling a little better then before and he looked up when he heard knocking. Drew stumbled to the glass screen door and crossed his arms over his chest. He couldn't deny Bianca looked good, but was he just going to let her in after letting him go like that? Drew listened upstairs for a moment, and heard silence. He sighed and opened the door allowing her in and closed it behind her. Drew walked back over to his coach and looked up at her. "Well...?" He asked confused on why she was even here she looked like she had something to say though so he'd let her talk.

[Bianca DeSousa]

She watched him get up and cross his arms and when he opened the door she stepped in and she followed him to the couch but she stood behind the couch and when he sat down she wrapped her arms around his shoulders from behind and she brought her lips to his ear,"I'm done being misses nice girl to spare Katie's feelings...I get that I don't want to be seconded to her, but at the same time Drew... I know I'm not second any more..."

[/color] she whispered in his ear as she removed her arms from him now and she walked around the couch and got into his lap straddling him and looking him dead in the eyes,"I'm done with acting like its all ok and acting like I don't need you, I do need you, I want you and if I have to play this game with her then fine I'll play the game,"[/color] she said as she put her hands on his chest and she ran her fingertips up and down his chest for a moment before leaning forward and resting her forehead against his her lips brushing against his as she spoke again,"I, Bianca DeSousa, am going to get what makes me happy Drew and you're what makes me happy, and if I have to fight for it, I will,"[/color] she said as she reached up taking her hands and placing them on the back of his neck as she pulled him forward and into a deep kiss of passion giving him all she had in that kiss, she needed to prove herself it seemed and her changing her ways had helped for a little while but at this point maybe reverting back to some of her old ways would help even more because she couldn't sit and be dormant any more. She allowed the kiss to last until she grew breathless and she pulled away and dropped her hands to his shoulders,"Drew, I love you,"[/color] she said it with the utmost honesty and sincerity in her voice and though right now to anyone else she would seem like a coniving bitch for trying to take him from Katie, she didn't care any more because she for once was going to worry about what truly made her happy and that was this boy right here.[/center]

[Drew Torres]

He didn't say anything just listened, and in his heart he liked his side of Bianca, she wasn't pretending, she was keeping it a hundred with him. This was the only way he liked her, that fake I care about another girls feeling wasn't the Bianca he fell in love with and when she kissed him he allowed himself to drift into a passionate kiss letting her take lead and his tongue dancers with hers and searched her mouth, exploring familiar ground. Drew moaned into the kiss abit and when she broke it he exhaled hard regaining his breath for a moment before speaking. "Now, you have this realization....Bianca, I was thinking, a lot and maybe we shouldn't do this. I mean like you said your not second, and I do have a girlfriend." Drew said lightly pushing her aside getting to his feet and he started to pace back and forth. he ran his fingers through his hair, catching up on his own emotions, what it felt like to be lied too, and have her throw him a mood swing and he didn't like the feeling. Not in the least. Drew sighed and ran his fingers through his hair and looked down into her eyes. "I love you, I always will but you can't let me think something and then change your mind, I can't rely on indecision like you told me you couldn't earlier today." Drew snapped stern studying her brown eyes as he sat back down just looking at her letting his tongue move around his cheeks and gums in thought.

[Bianca DeSousa]

She was happy when he had put so much behind that kiss but her smile faded at what had followed and she watched as he paced and she looked away when he sat down again and she sighed and after a moment she got to her feet and stood over him looking down at him her eyes locking with his so he knew she wasn't pretending any more,"Now its not ok? You weren't saying that when you had me down on my couch Drew Torres..." she said as she got right in his face now and her eyes were full of hurt as she folded her arms over her chest,"I'm telling you right now what my decision is, indecision is over Drew with me and now it seems your the one still having indecision..." she said as she pulled back knowing she couldn't get in his face like that and she looked down at her feet,"I want you Drew what don't you get, I want you and you just can't seem to just let her go, even if I had let you break up with her and had kept my mouth shut, do you really think you could have broken her heart like that when she was about to get thrown in rehab? I don't think so..I did what I thought you would have done ok?" she said as she let her emotions start to get the best of her and she looked down her eyes watering again, she had cried enough today but she had a feeling she'd be crying more,"You always will? What does that mean? Does that mean you love me but you can't be with me? Drew just be with me, love, me something... I'm trying to be honest with you and tell you I've made up my mind and now you're changing up again..."

[/color] she said as she looked him dead in the eyes and she bit her bottom lip forcing back threatening tears.[/center]

[Drew Torres]

And suddenly she was looking right into her eyes and she was pushing her way in. Drew looked away, he didn't want to hear this. "Maybe on your couch, I let alcohol, and the thought of sex get the better of me and I may be indecisive, but I know I can't keep doing this." Drew said he palmed his face and thought about what he was saying, Bianca was right, he couldn't have just left Katie, but telling her he'd be there well that was just brilliant. "You told her I'd be there Bianca, I could have just waited til she got out or told her we'd have a break while she was in there and fell in love she'd understand it better. But no, I can't do that now and no I won't be with you." Drew said looking at her licking his lips. "I can't be with you because I'm with someone remember?" Drew came back with a bit sarcastically. He leaned back and rested his hand on his abz taking in a few deep breaths chewing the inside of his cheek. She had made up here mind? But this feeling was no good a couple hours ago and it didn't feel good again. He kissed Bianca how would it look telling Katie he could do more he had to push her away now. "You look sexy in that skirt by the way, but you should take it elsewhere." Drew said with a straight face, he closed his eyes and started to wish he was somewhere else now.

[Bianca DeSousa]

She looked at him incredulously as she shook her head and there it went again, the tears slowly leaking from the corner of her eyes and she turned her back to him not wanting him to see as she walked back toward the sliding door her heels clicking abit as she lay her hand on the doorhandle now and she stood there trying to regain her composure but she couldn't and the fact she was definately still slightly intoxicated. She thought long and hard about a million things at once and with her back still to him and her hand still on the handle of the door she chewed the inside of her cheek and she brought her free hand up and wiped the tears from both her eyes,"Your right Drew... Your right we have both played this game for too long and it looks like I've lost my chance..."

[/color] she was choking out the words and it hurt her inside as she could feel her hands shaking and she glanced over her shoulder just barely toward the couch,"I'm sorry for everything I've ever put you through and you deserve so much better Drew, and I am sorry that I spoke for you and pretty much forced you into staying with Katie...this is my fault your right and I have to live with it.. and maybe just maybe somewhere down the road we'll be able to be us again some day,"[/color] she looked away now her eyes leaking a few more tears as she slowly opened the sliding door and she stepped outside a few steps and she glanced up at the stars just standing there for a long moment, her body numb, she couldn't even process what was happening.[/center]