All Falls Down(Bianca)

[Drew Torres]

This hurt, and the hurt was too familiar, he could tell Bianca a million things to have her not walk through that door, but need be. It had to happen, she wanted his and now he sided with what she initially thought he would do. Drew remained silent letting her talk, and though she looked so broken he couldn't let her convince him other wise, instead he got up and put on a pair of sweat pants and slid his feet into his sneakers following her out the door. "I can at least walk you home, I'd feel worst if I didn't." Drew said putting his arm around her shoulders, and even though she was acting blank of emotion he knew it hurt her as well. This day was bad, he knew what he wanted but until Katie go out it was best to avoid contact with Bianca it would spear both their feelings and sanity. Drew walked her to her house, he looked at the door and looked around the area he was in and sighed a bit more. "You should go inside, get some rest and for now until were both ready, maybe we shouldn't talk Bianca." Drew muttered it really, honestly broke him inside, but he could filter it out with exercise and MMA training. Drew walked down the path that lead them to her door toward the sidewalk looking over his shoulder for a split second, he knew he left her at a good pace, and if she did anything stupid, it wasn't on his conscious anymore. He sighed and pushed himself to move and to walk away from the one girl that he truly ever loved, but this was what was needed right now. Drew walked home, watching his back as always observant and when he got him he went upstairs and laid in bed reaching into his pocket turning off his phone losing all contact to the outside world. He needed to find out what he needed and wanted now, and needed to stop being indecisive, he didn;t want to hear Bianca say sorry. He actually hated the word, sorry couldn't't heal damage, and it couldn't change the past.

[Bianca DeSousa]

She felt his arm around her shoulders and she forced herself to be emotionless as he walked her home and the entire time she watched her feet and when they reached her front door she finally looked at him as he spoke and she simply nodded,"Whatever you think is best drew,"

[/color] she said as she fiddled with the door and the key and when she turned around she saw him walking away and she barely caught his eye before she walked inside and closed the door behind her. She kicked off her boots and she walked up the stairs slowly. She reached her room to find Brandon passed out in her bed and she felt horrible now for leaving him. She stripped out of her clothes, down to her loungerie not caring as she crawled into bed with him from behind and she wrapped her arms around him and threw her leg over him. She burried her face against his neck and she breathed against it,"Brandon wake up please...I'm sorry for leaving I'm so sorry"[/color] she whispered as she ran her fingertips of her hand that was on his stomach along his waistline,"I shoulda never gone... I'm sorry for leaving you"[/color] she whispered.[/center]

[Brandon Delvecchio]

Brandon had drank a half of a fifth and passed out on Bianca's bed after placing the bottle gently on the floor, he hadn't had nightmares but before he knew it he felt fingernails on his stomach and he sucked in a little, watching a voice to go with the nails. It was Bianca, she was apologizing for leaving him and he snapped himself from his sleep. "You had to do, what you had to I was just mad you asked if I had a phone, I mean I'm 16 who doesn't." Brandon said muffled through drool as he sucked it up wiping his mouth turning over to face her. There was a different look on her face now, but he couldn't just assume, but if it was bad he didn't want to ask either. Brandon put his arm around her and pulled her on his chest feeling no fabric on her legs, he smiled a bit at his initial thought and ran his fingers through her hair. "Don't be sorry, your here now and safe." Brandon said holding her tightly and kissing her forehead, he was still buzzed off all he consumed earlier.

[Bianca DeSousa]

She smiled abit when he turned around and pulled her closer and told her she was safe, it wasn't a smile of emotion though, it was somewhat blank of expression and she wondered somewhere deep down if she'd be like this for a long time, numb and emotionless. She buried her face against his chest now and clung to him like a child but she would not cry, she was through crying over Drew right now. She clung to Brandon her nails grazing his back and she tightened her leg around him as if trying to hold herself together in a sense,"Its well... I don't even know what it is any more but its my fault thats for sure,"

[/color] she muttered into Brandon's chest as she took in deep breathes to try and calm herself and she peeked up abit over his shoulder,"Is there anymore liquor left?"[/color] she asked, she'd try and numb herself even more if she could at least then she could forget if even just for the moment. [/center]

[Brandon Delvecchio]

Brandon smiled when she clung to him, it gave him a sense of pride she felt safe enough with him to do so. When she spoke he poked around his cheeks and his gums with his tongue, unsure of what would make this feel better and she had the right idea. Brandon reached over and grabbed the bottle taking another sip and sitting up, pulling Bianca up with him. "Yeah, I got you, I couldn't drink this alone, you nuts?" Brandon said, he wasn't tall, not did he have alot of meat on his bones, to be quite honest he wasn;t sure how he consumed the first half. Brandon stretched and thought back to what she said and gave her a look of empathy. "How, is it your fault, if your caught in a love triangle you never intended to be in? In all honesty I think it's a bunch of drama that needed to be talked out and points need to be scene through others, but then again Katie doesn't know." Brandon mumbled the last part of the sentence trying to make sense in his head of this situation and then it occurred they were drinking. He didn't need a girl in tears, especially a strong willed, beautiful girl like Bianca that way. "Lets just drink, and talk about something else B, can we?" Brandon asked not wanting her to be more upset then she already was. "Oh we can talk about the pep rally you excited for that, we're guna dance, and make the Panthers look good!" Brandon said looking into his lap not feeling like he was helping much now.

[Bianca DeSousa]

She was being shifted to sit up and she was relieved when she was handed the bottle and she took a long drain as she glanced at Brandon, she barely pulled the bottle from her lips but when he mentioned the situation she put it right back to her mouth and drained abit more before handing it back to him. She leaned against him and sighed,"Oh yeah, the rally... it should be great, yeah fun,"

[/color] she muttered as she looked around the dimly lit room and she laid down resting her head in Brandon's lap as she looked up blankly at the ceiling,"Think I'll get in trouble if I skip school tomorrow?... yeah I would damnit of course I would,"[/color] she murmured as she knew she couldn't ditch she'd get bsted by her P.O and then have more crap to deal with. She closed her eyes and she rested her hands on her stomach she yawned as she reached up with one of her hands reaching for Brandon's hand,"Can you...touch me?"[/color] she asked she knew part of it was due to the alcohol but the other part of her though proccess was the fact she just wanted to be cared about.[/center]

[Bianca DeSousa]

*Has Moved to Messenger*

[Bianca DeSousa]

I love you Bianca